Hello my dear friends. Thanks for all the congrats. So sweet of you guys. I love the support you all show me, it means a lot. *grin*
Anyways, we are off to Sweden tomorrow. Have to wake up at 2:30am!!! Because of what is going on with the airports in this country, the security is crazy. And this is a really no-frills airline so things can get a bit messy. Thankfully the flight is only for an hour and 15 min. But Ronny wants to get there way in advance. We are flying in to Goteberg where his mom will pick us up. Then we have to drive to Falkenberg and drop her off at home and then drive 4 hours to pick up the kids and then 4 hours back. I dont envy Ronny all that driving. I really need to get my license cause I feel bad that I cant help him out. So am going to force him to go to bed very early tonight so he gets a decent amount of sleep. I still need to do loads of packing and things. Fun.
I am a bit nervous. I always get nervous when I go to Sweden. I dont know why. I think this time its mainly because we will have the kids for 3 days. We have never had them overnight before and I am just really nervous about how they are going to react being away from their mom (mainly worried about Jonathan) and also how they are going to react to me. I am sure it will be fine. It always is. I can get stressed out though. Its not an easy situation. Felicia is starting school on Monday and Jenny has said she doesnt want me there. I can actually understand and respect that but it still stinks. I want to be there and take pics but I will step down. I am going to tour Kalmar during that day instead. It should be nice. I am looking forward to (or at least trying to psyche myself up) to have some me time to walk around and relax. I am starting to convince myself though. =) It is going to suck knowing that they are a "happy family" at Felicia's school even though I know that is not how it really is. Girls, you know how we are. =) And I hate the way Jenny makes me feel. She is so psycho. She is nice to my face but talks bad about me behind my back. The only reason I am looking forward to seeing her is to show her all the weight I lost. Or kind of thrust it in her face, so to speak. But honestly dont even care about that. Why should I care what she thinks? Ah well. I know it will be fine. Please pray for me though. Its been very hard and I dont want to ruin anyone's fun, especially Ronny's. I dont want him to have to worry about me. I want to be okay with him focusing on his family and kids cause he rarely sees them and we are moving far away back to the States.
Ok that is all. I will post when I am back with a full account and loads of pics. =) Love you!