The weather outside is not so hot and neither am I. Haven't been feeling like myself for the past few days. Let me rephrase that. I haven't been feeling the last few days. What I can't stand more than depression is numbness. That to me is the worse. No, strick that......whats the worse is when I get the feeling no matter what I do I am going to be miserable. Should I sit, sleep, eat, read...etc. It's a really weird feeling that makes my skin itch all over. Literally. I hope I start to feel better after we are in London. Its strange how I am more depressed now with London in sight than before.

*UPDATE* Ronny just came home from work with a bunch of roses for me. He knew I wasn't feeling well. How can I still feel bad with such a loving husband? *sigh*