Wow, I wasnt really expecting to write today but when I entered my blog and saw the countdown day as 3 days my heart totally stopped! Its weird cause Im really excited but at the same time I think the nerves are slowly setting in. I keep thinking "Only 3 more nights alone, only 3 days as Melody Mullins." And although those thoughts are exciting they are scaring the willies out of me too!!! For the past 2 days everyone has said "Are you getting nervous yet?" and I've been saying "No, not at all. Just tired." So maybe now its starting to hit me. I think I'll just focus on Ronny, how much I love him and want to be with him.....and nothing else. Cause if I start to go into...."Yeah, Im leaving home....and moving to the other side of the world." ....my stomach starts to twist. It's that little 5 year old in me that wants my mommy. Ya know? I think I'll be ok. I think this is normal. *sigh* Please guys tell me this is normal.
Anyways, a bit more of a update...Yesterday I did a lot. Got the cake completely ordered (its going to be amazing!), got majority of the favors (have to pick up more) and got majority of centerpieces. Today Im going for a wax, picking up the rings, getting Ronny's contacts, my shoes and to pick up my best friend and her hubby from the airport. Yeah busy, busy, busy. Last night we had our new CO. Cant remember his name (horrible, isnt it?) but as tired as I was (kept falling asleep) his talk was fantastic and I really like him.
Anyways, that is about it. Talk to y'all later!!!!!