Hey guys, sorry to be once again stressed but I have absolutely no brain power to write anything semi-coherent in this. So I did this little personality test that Bev (Random Access Thoughts) showed me.
Some of this is me and some of it isnt.

You are an SEDF--Sober Emotional Destructive Follower. (I am not a follower though. By any means) This makes you an evil genius. You are extremely focused and difficult to distract from your tasks. (ME)With luck, you have learned to channel your energies into improving your intellect, rather than destroying the weak and unsuspecting. (I hope I dont do that!)
Your friends may find you remote and a hard nut to crack. Few of your peers know you very well--even those you have known a long time--because you have expert control of the face you put forth to the world. (This is semi true) You prefer to observe, calculate, discern and decide. Your decisions are final, and your desire to be right is impenetrable. (TOTALLY!)

You are not to be messed with. You may explode. (ABSOLUTELY!!) I AM puerto rican/irish afterall.

You can take this test here.

Ok, maybe I'll write a quick overview....Friday was the nicest day. Me and Ronny went to Chinatown and walked around looking at things we want to use in our bedroom since we are going to have an Asian theme to it. That was really fun. We went to see Spiderman 2 after that which was ok but I was a tad disappointed in it. I guess I was sooo hyped up to see it, it just wasn't as good as I hoped for but it was still good nonetheless. Saturday we had service and then vegged at my house with a friend and then Sunday the meeting and then vegged at my friends house. It was a hot weekend. Yesterday I tore up my room and cleaned it out (It needed it!) and got into another discussion with my parents with the end result of them accusing me of showing no respect and me leaving the room. I couldn't believe they said that considering all I do is care about their feelings and Ronnys until I feel like I'm being torn completely in two and am suffering mentally, emotionally and now physically. I feel totally drained and exhausted ALL the time and I no longer feel like any of this is about me and my happiness but its me juggling everyone else's feelings. I can't tell you how drained I feel. Its crazy. Ronny said today he has never seen me like this. After getting into that discussion with my parents I went into my room and cried but also started laughing at the same time and couldnt stop. They tell me that they are worried about me moving to another country with no support system but what I try to tell them is what about my "support" system here??? No stranger could hurt me the way they do and they are hurting me. They have these insanely strict ideas on how things should be done cause "It doesnt look good" to do things any other way. I'm tired to death of all that. They literally treat me like a child. My dad still says "You never asked my permission for this or that." And Im talking about SMALL things like Ronny leaving his bag in my room. Why am I doing all this? For people who love me but dont know a thing about me or why I do things??? Im sorry to vent on here but I cant hold it inside anymore. I feel like Im going to crack.
One really really cool thing. A sister I met online, Torri, sent me the 30-minute meal cookbook from my amazon wedding registry. I got it on Saturday. It was TOTALLY unexpected and beyond kind and sweet and since I dont have her email address I really want to thank her here. Thank you soooooooo much, Torri! You made my day!!! *HUG* That was really nice of you since we have only corresponded once! You are so sweet. =)
Talk to you later guys.