Project Slim: Wow, Do I feel the burn!!! Yep, went working out again last night. Ronny met up with me after work and we walked to the gym together. It's really nice to be able to do something like that together. I know Jackie and Matt have been working out together as well. It's fun and good for us at the same time. Anyways, when I got there an instructor put me on a bike for 15 min and then after that I did weights for my legs, arms, back and abs for 45 min. I worked up quite a sweat. Then the aerobics class for a half hour. My sweetie went with me and kept up pretty good. I was still massively sore from Monday so I couldn't do much more but it was all good. We walked home too which is no short distance. I had a really hard time sleeping last night. I felt like everytime I turned over my muscles in my thighs where ripping apart. The thing is its not even my lower thigh but the very upper most part. I tried to stretch it out but its a hard muscle to stretch. But good thing is today I can feel my body tighening all over. I love that feeling and I'm starting to see little differences here and there. I just have to keep it up!
This morning on the train I don't know why but I starting thinking about my "first love". Sometimes I do that out of nowhere. I was about 10 when I first "fell in love." I honestly don't think it was puppy love, nor would I say I was really "in love." But I definitely loved him. He was my best friend and although there were rare occasions where I would fantasize about marrying him it was mostly just the joy of being around him and spending time with him as friends. Time tends to perfect things and I know it has with this but sometimes I still feel wistful for those feelings. Not for him. I have someone I love dearly and with all my heart but for those pure, innocent feelings. Its nice when I get a glimpse of them here and there. But they are feelings that come with childhood mainly. Before we are thrust into reality with our first taste of adulthood. I wonder if we will ever go back to that in the new world? Thanks for eading my ramblings.