Im about 2 seconds away from eloping and that is no idle threat....I was totally planning on writing about how great my weekend was (even though a lot of it was stressful, I spent time with my family) but now after the phone conversation I just had with my mother....forget it. I'm tired of it, frankly. I understand that they don't approve of Ronny's circumstances (2 kids, ex-wife, other country) but I LOVE HIM and why cant they get past that??? They think he's the one stressing me out when it's totally them or to be more specific my mother. I love my mom to death and I would do anything for her but right now I feel like throwing up and my hands are shaking and I could do without talking/seeing her for a while. She needs to understand something. 1. Im an adult now. 2. Let me make my own decisions. I understand they are worried. Shoot, I would be worried too if it were my daughter but I would also really try to let go and be happy for her. Ronny treats me like gold. He's human, he as issues, we all do but he makes me really happy. I just want so badly for this whole thing to be over but I'm worried about regretting not having a wedding later. I was really looking forward to my wedding and having everyone that i love there but now Im not, Im just not even excited about it anymore. I want to married to him...now. And that its. I dont know what to do.